once again ya.. i've fallen sick.. actually me, geraldine and renfred are sick lars, budden renfred and teresa wont affect their vocals but me and geraldine wud =(( sighh.. i've got fever last night and sore throat and everything.. today went to see a specialist and took 2 injections hahaa hope it'll work and stuff bahs =))

wells!! ii have confidence dat ii can do well on Sunday (besides my 2nd song which is superduperhard) but no matter =)) ii can still jiayouu

oh yars.. anyways.. sorry if ppl dat add me on MSN don see me around.. cos i'm superbly bz with mediacorp stuff and i'm sick now so need to rest more =)) wells, also sorry to all those who can't get tix cos mediacorp is super stingy with the tix this round so yupp.. very bad =(( no choice..

ii hope ppl from school would turn up in school! and everything.. so yupp i'll jiayouu!

this is the last lap of the race,
will give my all =))
`zhiyang.

hais.. ii just reached home and blogging on a brand new day =)) well, but it's still nittime hahaha hmms.. well, today was so hectic ii'm totally dying and tmr's WORSE!!! zzz how am ii supposed to find the time to start studying and catching uP!!!! OMG i'm worried

sighh.. den the response in school in oso quite bad as ii realise.. nvm.. don wanna tok bout tt liaos.. >.> hmms.. anyways.. today after sch.. went str8 down to MDC for fitting for preview and tmr's autograph session (as if anyone would want me to autograph anything >.> okays err..) den we had this recording thing at chinatown area

it was super ulu >.> so we took a cab down (and yinwei ale and yvonne havent paid me back!! hahaha) anyways.. ii saw our magazine today it was SO COOOOOOL hahaas.. blahblah.. erm.. we recorded By Now (again -.-) and HuLaHu which are 2 grp songs gonna be sung in the finals and preview respectively by all 20 of us!! =D so kewl hee

erms.. den have been thinking.. perhaps uu all can suggest wad would uu think if ii sang an FIR song for finals? ii wouldnt mind but would ppl out there mind it? [it might shock u to death or smth LOL] kidding but yea.. dunnoes wad the response would be like.. really scared if it's totally negative or smth =X den i'll be damm sad =((

oh wells.. saddened and trying to sleep
still gotta wake up at 7am tmr (shud ii say today) >.> yupps
ii just missed my class chalet.. sighh

missing my life
`zhiyang.

yeapps.. finally the news have been out and our songs have been selected.. =)) tonight.. after.. like 4 gruelling hours >.> for me at least ahaha wells, ii wont reveal the songs first.. but neways ii think the format temporarily will be

round 1: Guys (sing same song), Gals (sing same song)
like dat time tong hua and yi shi de mei hao dat sorta thing yupp =)) [and ii can say it's a leehom song dat we are singing] please don venture guesses or start posting in forums about it please =X it's just.. to let uu all noe.. temporarily..

round 2: free singing, use a song to try to showcase ur singing talent best, be it with dancing, with u playing the piano etc. =)) yupps

den 2 ppl will be kicked out and there we have OUR MALE AND FEMALE CHAMPS!! (omg.. ii hate this part >.> wells.. if ii can't get thru here, then the rest will be for nutts)

round 3: duets (with guest performers) yupps

round 4: Chosen Song [by mediacorp] yupps

and then.. VOTE FOR YOUR CAMPUS SUPERSTAR wowee >.> wells.. ii have no idea how far i'll be able to get but according to news o.O dat we all see, me and renfred's votes hahaha.. too far apart lars.. so minimal chance bahs =)) nvm so long as ii sing well can lers =))

hmms.. as for that evil guy posting in the forums my sec1-4 photos o.o so weird.. hahahas but yupp ii was fat =D and ii still am l0ls ii can't deny that hahas but heys! those days are behind me lers kays =)) hee so let's move on.. and to whoever that guy from HC is.. it was really rude of uu to do that.. but oh wells.. it's done afterall.. but ii dont appreciate it either.

preview's coming den it's the finals lers!!! counting down to my doom =D
[10 days]
`zhiyang.

it has been a month since we have all come back together as a whole group of ppl =)) ii really miss everyone man >.<>.<>.< hahahaha

oh oh!! and mediacorp's like gonna go to set up the outdoor cams in the 4 contestants' schools!!! so hope my school shows some really good support keke.. =)) anyways, can't wait for sunday to come, it's gonna be so intense i'll not even care if ii lose to renfred! cos ii noe my school's giving me their utmost support and that ii can do my best for that night's show!!! =D

ooo, den tonight we went out for dinner with 9 ppl (including me - adriano, clara, meigui, sam, yinwei, khim, sheena, sherm =)) oooo and we ate SAKAE!!!!!!! hahahaha it's e first time in AGES dat ii treated myself to a decent meal (altho ya.. i've been eating alot AGAIN over the course of the competition LOL as uu can see in I-weekly HEYS they took the pictures and they weren't supposed to put it up kays! hahahaha

oh wells, hope finals will turn out to be a fruitful night.. and yupps! love all who are reading my blog!! =))

`zhiyang.

it has been so long.. after we passed all 3 auditions, where uu see in the 2nd audtions, all my other frens who got thru got kicked out and in the end.. after all that, we emerged as top 20 contestants for the competition of Campus Superstar.. hahaas.. den uu see me.. being the least noticed (sorta) in the 'arena' slowly gaining ppl who supports me =)) and i'm grateful for that..

but tonight.. once again.. it was an emotional one.. no matter how hard uu try to resist that urge it keeps wanting uu to just let it out.. just let ur feelings flow..

actually ii was mentally prepared for tonight it'll be either me or adriano.. cos in my heart.. ii sorta knew that Renfred was definitely gonna make it no matter wad.. sighh.. altho ii craved to compete with Adriano in the Finals.. and same for him to me.. sighh.. and after ii was the first to get into the Grand Finals, ii hugged Adriano so tightly.. ii really didn't want it to be him..

but when the results were announced.. uu just feel that sense of.. sighh.. but ii just managed to resist it.. but after we just saw everything we've gone thru.. all the cutesie stuff, all the fun times.. it just.. adds on to that aching urge to cry..

and you just really wanna pour it all out when he just mentions dat he has high hopes in me and he believes in me and he puts the competition into my hands now.. it's a burden ii would wanna carry for him, but at the same time, i'm afraid it would wear me out.. once he finished his sentence when he said 'zhiyang shi wo xin mu zhong de guan jun' it's just.. that sorta feeling dat would kill you..

BUT TONIGHT ii told myself no matter wad, ii can't cry.. so nopes.. ii din pour out and cry or anything.. afterall a man's tears are precious youu noe hahaas.. sigh.. but nearly lars.. ii was really touched.. touched by wad everyone have been thru together for the past 3 months, touched by wad everyone craves for me, touched by the hopes and trust they gimme, touched by the fact that there are ppl out there who still believes in me.. it's been so much.. and ii noe ii can't give up here.. and that ii have to give that punch all out to do it for all these ppl.. all these ppl who have given me the encouragement to carry on.. not just my family, my frens, and the contestants in the competition.. but it's.. really just.. everyone.. =))

finals would be 2 wks away.. and ii noe my votes are way below renfred's (don ask me how ii noe.. ii can sorta predict anyways) but no matter wad! for one thing, ii totally have to do my very very best in this last lap!

to everyone out there who's feeling sober about the results.. seriously.. everyone is.. no one wants such elimination to happen.. neither do ii.. totally. but let's just face the facts.. this competition.. is not as ez as it seems already.. and for me to manage to crawl so far.. ii hope there's smth up my sleeves dat ii can use to save myself lers! =))

it's getting late.. and ii really love ADRIANO AND CLARA!!! and all out there who supports me, including those that trusts me in the competition: Alejandro, Khim, Sheena, Shermaine, Sam, Yinwei, Yangce, Yuyang, Yiyuan omg.. ii should just go on and name all the contestants! BUT REALLY ii love all of you and ii have to work harder now.. for that dream.. for that passion.

`zhiyang.

really really gotta thank all those who are really concerned for me, whether ii can get well soon or ii will scroo up totally tmr.. wells.. ii hope ii don't scroo up of course cos actually the song's not an ez song as ppl presume it to be cos the high notes are... high hahaha.. but okays! =)) ii am still giving it my all!

my sore throat's getting better lers! ii think by tmr ii can sing my best lers!! well, of course ii hope to stay consistent and get a tu1 po4 also! so i'm workin on that =))

hmms.. today.. went for vocal training at 12.. den sing sing.. DEN CLARA BROKE MY TEST TUBE THINGY!! *sniffS* so sad =(( it's a gift from magdalene.. den she spoil it cos she dropped my phone =(( diaos.. den now ii think mayb ii go use safety pin clip it back together, cos it's oni the clip spoil la.. but there spoil jiu die liaos cos the test tube no where to hang.. oh wells.. for those ppl who dunno wad i'm talkin about.. it's just:

Clara broke a handphone chain that my fan gave me only a week ago.. and i'm sad =((

hahahaha oh well, den we went maxwell to eat lars.. onii me adriano and clara.. hais.. as the number dwindles.. uu get the idea.. renfred never comes out with us.. cos ii dunnoe.. he's always bz o.O.. den teresa also never does.. ii guess her mom's just strict with her or smth!! OMG ii don like going out with onii 3 ppl liddat.. (den i'll censor some stuff)

oh wells.. today went to record my song for our TOP 10 Campus Superstars album thingy.. den ii sing 22 lars.. cos Yue Liang Dai Biao Shui De Xin was a little too recent.. not very ez to co-ordinate and stuff oh, nvm.. den yups.. I TOOK ONLY AN HOUR! i'm so proud of myself. hahahaha, but wells, teresa oso onii took an hour >.> so we're on parr.. (altho normally song recording takes up to 9 hrs.. cos we're not THAT professional.. so the time spent on us were little.. the ppl who made lesser mistakes completed it faster.. hahaha)

khim took around 1hr15min yupp! den yuyang took like 1hr30min.. while adriano took like wad.. 2hrs LOL damn funny.. den the person was telling me about the rest lors cos ii had some spare time after the recording hahaha nvm =D my secret

ooooooo, it's tmr kays! and i'm excited!! =))
so yupps ii will jiayouU!!

`zhiyang.

well.. as uu noe.. i'm super stupid to keep thinking about stuff think and think and think oh wells.. den it usually gets super uber stressful (especially when ii keep thinking how am ii supposed to catch up with my schoolwork OMG) >.> sheesh.. my sore throat's not getting better.. shucks dat's really really really bad.. but NO MATTER! ii still can do well for monday ii have confidence =))

wells, actually.. i'm really not gonna b worrying about my fanbase and whether ppl would vote for me anymore hahaas afterall! if uu really really like me u would really really vote too! so i'll just give it my best shot (best recover from sore throat) and do it!! =D

actually ii miss alot of ppl.. for example my frens =)) though ii don really have alot alot.. but heys! good enuff hee and wells.. ii dunnoe how to say.. it's just.. ii miss my life! but ii must do well in the competition for alot of ppl! for sheena (she said ii have to do it for the sake of the ppl who din get through.. stresssss), khim (she said ii have to make it cos she don wan me to be the next khim), shermaine (cos she's sheena's sis HA!), yinwei (to do us 'brainy' ppl proud hahahaha dat's off point), samuel (cos he was out when he was fighting against me =(( ii can't let him down and like bai2 bai2 out liddat), alejandro (who loves me when ii sing tao zhe song hahaa), yiyuan (cos without him the fun and laughter has like almost ceased!!! omg!!), yuyang (cos he's the ONLY GUY hu really really really makes me laugh like siao!!) ARGHX ii totally miss uu guys REALLY REALLY REALLY DO >.< and no matter wad ii will do my best becos uu guys have been there done that!!! =X

*sniffs*

give it my best shot
here ii come for Monday!!
`zhiyang.

uu noe the holidays.. so far.. 5 days.. i've not rested a BIT.. >.> ii think i'm getting a sore throat, it's such a bad timing to get one =X oh wells.. erm.. next song most prob i'll be singing tao zhe's jiu shi ai ni.. ooo hard song to express.. =X and alot of articulation AND alot of ornamental adlib.. oh wells..

firstly.. ii would like to say SORRY to everyone on msn.. cos most of the time, ii don get the time to go online, OR if ii ever go online.. it's quite crammed and spammed so sorry.. so ii take very long to reply each and everyone of uu.. but then again.. ii don have as many fans as adriano or the others.. but even tho ii have the least fans! ii still appreciate all of uu who are out there who voted and supports me!! no matter how many there are =))

then.. about monday's show.. sigh.. the results were.. shocking.. and yea.. semi finals already.. it's bound to be extremely emotional.. sigh.. no choice bahs.. one of us just has to go.. and afterall ppl would predict me to be next.. ii have to objection to that.. so long as ii do my best =)) ii play my part in the game i'll be satisfied!! =D

tuesday was a full day schedule where we had filming the WHOLE day it's uber tiring >.> omg.. den today.. morning there was choir workshop (OMG I LOVE THE CONDUCTOR!! he's from finland and he's damm cool!!!!! =D) den after that went out for a walk with my close frend hahaas den met a few fans along the way =)) all very sweet and cute =D yupps thanks for ur support yea =)) den now trying to settle my tix.. =X

for one thing, if u all want tix.. uu all can just join the FC and then post a message leaving ur contact.. the fc manager will contact uu to confirm the tix and stuff =)) so no worries.. grab ur last chance to 'cope' tix from my FC now hahaa or else no chance next time...

actually to be able to come so far.. i'm already very very very happy.. ii have never asked for more, and ii wont dare to ask for more! so i'll do my very best and show everyone out there wad i'm made of YUP!!

`zhiyang.

i've been thinking really much lately.. like super duper much hahaas.. about alot of stuff.. for example.. frendship, school life, campus l0ls so complicated.. wells.. and ii realised how important campus superstar's life has become for me..

like ii have mentioned b4.. there was never a time when i'm going for a campus event.. i'm not seem smiling and everything.. i'm 100% there laughing my head off cos the brilliant jovial chaps of campus never fails me! =)) and i'm very very very grateful for that.. for example today hahaas.. we went taking our VT for monday.. in pasir ris park l0ls! yuyang always had his pants halfway falling off, renfred always making fun of ppl.. (diaoo) for eg. teresa, den we always get a good laugh outta it, altho smtimes quite mean lar.. hahaas so many more and ii shant elaborate (especially the *hehs* nvm =D) wells.. this 3 months have been fulfilling becos of their existence, this competition's existence, my existence, as well as your existence, all my fans out there, everyone who calls in for me to keep me in the comp.. it has helped me so much, to understand dat no matter wad ii do.. fun and laughter can still be found, no matter how depressing one can be, or no matter how tired you'd be =))

i've been thinking about my relationships with my frens.. it's like.. alot of my frens have turned into fans.. ppl are drifting away from me just becos i'm like 'superstar'.. hais.. it's weird you noe.. it's always that uu gain smth then uu start losing alot of things too.. at the same time.. wells.. my close frens are no longer near me.. and at times ii wonder should ii have joined this competition to let this happen to me.. this.. sorta thing that separates me and my frens.. hahaas.. ii think..

and then ii think how committed ii am to my frens, and how much ii am willing to give away.. just for them, as if they are like my loved ones.. but find out how foolish ii am to do so when most of them wouldnt do the same as wad i'd do hahas.. ii wonder why.. it's always like i'd end up laughing at myself for doing alot of things.. alot of things ii think shouldnt' be taken for granted.. hahas..

you noe.. ii always thot ii might neglect my frens cos of this competition ya.. so ii usually take the initative to talk.. but sometimes it ends up as if they're busier than me.. to even care bout my life.. hahaas.. these are all so very personal stuff.. ii shant continue writing bout it.. lest ii get emotional yea..

altho there are alot of things ii would regret for having joined this comp.. it has taught me alot too.. and helped me grow up thru alot of things.. =)) ii guess it's time to let go.. let go of the child that ii have been like forever.. and move one from here =)) it would be my pleasure..

`zhiyang.

uu noe they always say monday blues monday blues and ii have always wondered about it.. hahaa.. after studying a full hour of Chemistry.. ii think it would take my mind off if ii started blogging about wad happened on monday night just before the show o.o

my frend msged me dat he din get through the appeal to come back to HwaChong.. obviously he was very sad.. and then became emotional.. ii started to think about so many things.. den Sheena was saying ii shudnt' be thinkin about all those things and must go out there and show them wad ii got for the ppl dat din get through.. to sing it for them.. we cried ya.. =X cos ii was totally upset that my frend couldn't get thru and sheena was emotional that ii have to do well..

then my whole nose totally BLOCKED and ii couldn't even sing at all.. just 2 lines of the song and ii would wanna start crying again.. =X shit.. den actually even on stage when ii got to the 2nd verse (go check the lyrics) thingy den ii wanted to cry.. lucky ii din =X

hais.. but luckily.. ii dunno why.. ii managed to get a turn for good luck, where ii got the highest that night.. den my frend called, saying that (after ii gave him a scolding for giving up) he went to find like the higher authorities and he finally got thru into HC! =)) and at 11.. ii managed to stay in the game.. the whole NIGHT was going super duper well for me.. and ii was delighted..

but then.. wad goes up has to come down.. dat's y uu see dat currently.. i'm like super sad bout my class and everything.. hais..

it's been a long morning and Chemistry Stoichio and Redox are not helping.. =X
wells.. hope ii can maintain my standards and don stress out too much =))

then also, thanx to all who supports me =D

`zhiyang.

today school was like the WORST in this 3 months.. 1) we got to noe at 10 dat HALF of the class is posted to S6A (athena faculty) and then the rest's fate was still unknown but it is CONFIRMED dat our class, S6F is DISBANDED!!! WTHHH!!!!! omgomgomg it totally sux.. 2) den ii got to noe dat ii was posted to S6J O-O omgomgomgomgomg.. wth.. even worse.. hais.. and all the rest of us were separated..

so ii went to find ms yeo (faculty head) den went to find mr pang (discipline master) mr teo (form teacher of S63 (the class ii wanted to be posted to) -.-) hais den everything.. after it was almost okays to be transferred.. at least there was hope to do so.. ii found out that my frend was posted to 6J also!! O_O den i'm like WAT!? so ii gave up appealing back to S63.. to pei him lars.. or else ii go 63, den he stay in 6J is damm bad.. hais..

3) then ii realised that my 3 CLASSMATES WERE POSTED TO 63!! Oh My Gawd.. they were posted to a class dat dey din wanna go to, which ii wanted to go to HAIS

4) then my frend wanted to appeal back to S63 (cos he was from that class previously) so in the end we appealed and everything.. to try go back.. n ii dunnoe the result.. hais.. so i'm like totally depressed and everything.. not about the appeal thing.. but about smth else, it's not phrased very explicitly here lars.. but ya.. hais..

den after school THE FRIGGIN SCHOOL! arghs.. ii had vocal training.. so went to practice song, AND IT IS ALSO SO HARD TO SING i'm super scrooed next round.. OH WELL.. >.> i'll still do my best.. and ii realised my zhi ding ge qu for round 4 (if ii get there to sing it) is SUPER DUPER NICE TO SING it's like.. MY kinda song!! omgomgomg n ii din noe dat it existed O-O

oh -.- to all who thinks i'm some tao zhe fan or smth i'm not l0ls! ii din even listen to his songs b4.. all the songs of david tao dat was chosen were all like proposed to me by my frens =)) david tao's like the new age zhang xin zhe you noe l0ls damn cool.. ii like the songs =)) mayb i'd become a david tao fan too hehe maybe =))

wells.. hope i'm gonna cheer up.. hope everything turns out fine.. ii hope to.. ** **** *** =))! cya!

`zhiyang.

results for the changing of class due to change of combi will be known tmr.. =(( for one, i'm super worried dat if ii change class, ii can't get into the real class ii want =X another thing.. ii dont really wanna leave my class =(( but wells.. it's just liddat.. just wish me luck bahs.. can't really care to talk more bout it.. tho i've got alot to say.. but ppl who ii want to see this blog wont be seeing it mahs.. so.. no point =))

hais

hmm.. ii also realised ii totaly CAN"T DANCE (oh how obvious is that) err.. we had some dancing thing today (well for me lar) cos next round fast songs must all dance.. so ya.. my steps are like so small but damn hard to manage so i'm like totally freaking out.. and when ii saw yuyang's dance steps it looks so much nicer =(( sighh.. furthermore!! ii havent even memorised my song's lyrics GEEX that really sux.. hais..

ii din scroo up ytd's performance.. but wad goes up has to come down so.. =X hais.. i'm worried.. but i'm like always worried =X so anyways forget it =X wells.. it's getting late.. ii better sleep soon.. so cya!!

`zhiyang.

ii guess it's not only doomsday for me lars.. it's for everyone.. everyone who changed subject combi, got posted outta school and of coz me who is competing with like 4 strongest guys in the competition ever.. and obviously ii noe my standards (which is not high at all..) i'm kinda prepared to be kicked outta the game lers.. but heys! ii won't give up! i'll still do my best in any case, after all ii have to be kicked out gloriously rite? yupp!

ii totally can't be bothered to go school today.. cos i'll be like leaving after PE.. and den there's like half e class gone liaos.. so quite pointless going back lars.. >.> ii bet the class is sorta dead now.. cos without me (the noisiest one around) it's so funny larr.. in class i'm like TRYING to build up social skills (cos they're ppl ii noe mahs =)) den outside.. i'm still as quiet as ever >.> and in campus, i'm like one of the quieter one cos there are ppl like yiyuan and adriano around wad l0ls.. so weird..

i've been repeatedly listening to cao cao JJ's song.. it's just.. impactful hahaa.. ii just realised ii keep forgetting my lyrics!!!! for the song i'm singing today.. just hope ii totally don scroo up laters can lers.. =X hais hmms.. ii guess ii try singing it like dedicating it to someone (which ii am dedicating to someone after all wad..) so yupps..

sighh.. ii just bought a new shoe.. and it doesn't fit! zzz have to go and change lers.. diaos.. so angry.. oh wells.. time to enjoy 2 more hrs b4 ii head for my deathbed! cya guys

`zhiyang.

days from now are like super tiring and everything.. hais.. dunnoe how to manage my life now.. like.. everything lars.. not just campus.. yesterday was super tiring ya.. we went to my school (wif mediacorp larr [and adriano l0ls]) to take the profile shooting thingyy.. den it was like.. ii look so obvious with braces and looks QUITE BAD =.= but nvm.. e only NICE part abt the whole vid was the cheering part!! cos everyone was was was was REALLLY NICEEE!!!!!! =D ii have to thank 06s6F and 06s63 and choir peeps 4 comin down, more importantly my frens, hongyi zhiyong, cheeaun, wengwoh etc. (sorry if ii missed out ur names) and also my cousins, rebecca and betty =)) for helping me out yupps.. den we took like super lot of poses etc.

den went over to adriano's school.. it was like.. 1/10 the size of our school or smaller l0ls.. damm cutee =) ah wells.. den adriano's like super hyper -.- with super lotsa poses weird ones somemore o.O hahaha oh wells.. den we went for lunch after his profile shoot.. oh den went J8 lers.. the crowd was like ZOOM damm many ppl =X ouch.. and like half of it was supporting geraldine and the other half was adriano.. so >.> wells everyone else felt zibei.. oh oh still got yiyuan and yuyang big fans lars.. but dat's besides the point..

but still again, must thank everyone that went down to support me ya =)) thanxx.. den after dat we took trailers.. den went for jts =D at crystal jade.. omg the food was just....... great.. superb lar.. just abit the ex hahaha the bill came up to 437.40 or smth liddat.. LUCKY WE HAD ENUFF!!! =D to foot the bill hehe.. 40 ppl eating that amount lors.. kaos dat's damm scary..

after jts.. went to find jason.. well.. just talked and yea.. den well.. for a certain reason =)) ii decided to walk back home from westmall.. dunnoe.. ii guess it's serious destress.. uu noe ii can be sucessful in alot of things but there are certain things ii cannot help but nv be able to make it (nvm.. ppl wont understand.. only ii would.. hahah) sighh.. it's really hard.. so ii walked all the way back.. took about 30 mins.. nice exercise anyways.. =X

out of my entire life.. ii only did that twice.. first time was becos.. (smth serious) 2nd time is becos (ii felt dat it was smth serious again) hahhaa nvm.. wont geddit.. sighh.. why can't.. nvm

wells.. ii guess i'll stop here...
too lengthy ler hor o.O

`zhiyang.

my gawd, dat's so cliche.. err.. actually ii don wanna blog one lars.. but just for the fun of it ii shall revamp my blog! =)) so hope ppl will read it oso o.O

ii love campus superstar =)) hee.. ii love everyone in it.. and i'm really sad dat everytime we have the results show, one of us have to go.. and i'm always really really scared dat ii might be the one to leave the game.. hais.. but then again, ii can't take these sorta things dat seriously rite? =)) oh wells..

hais.. it's sorta sad dat almost everyone's sorta leaving ya? ii dunnoes if ii would be leaving my class after this first 2 months.. quite.. scary.. oh wells, but in any case, my classmates over this period of time has been really supportive of me =)) so i'm like totally grateful =)) so ii have to thank all of you all (altho some of uu all still dun like me lars hahaha like meisi and eunice =(( ) nvm lars =)) ii still love you all =D

hmms.. besides thanking my beloved class for all their support, have to thank my teachers =)) 4 having alot of faith in me =D yupps and the highschool, all teachers and students from Hwachong ya? =)) hmms.. den my parents =)) yups and then most importantly, Rebecca, president of my FC for putting in so much effort to organise things for me =)) yvonne, yingcheng, hongyi, ryan for helping me out super super much! =)) ii really appreciate all the help given after all it's not a given altho u're my frend to help me =)) ii noe my FC members are like almost all frens =)) but no matter wad! FC can also stand for frensclub rite =D

thanxx alot agains.. will blog more often bahs hehe

`zhiyang.