It is said that a person can live

forty days without food,

four days without water,

four minutes without air,

but only four seconds without hope.

i wanna fly like a bird,

someday; my day will come.

1. i don't feel like blogging doesn't mean that my blog's closed, it's just dormant
2. i want to run away to somewhere where no one can find me so that i can live my life as it is
3. i don't wanna grow up; society is so full of backstabbers and liars
4. i wanna enjoy the company of my best of friends
5. i wanna learn more and upgrade myself
6. i want to sing
7. i want to be happy

And I don't know
This could break my heart or save me
Nothing's real
Until you let go completely
So here I go with all my thoughts I've been saving
So here I go with all my fears weighing on me

Three months and I'm still sober
Picked all my weeds but kept the flowers
But I know
It's never really over

I don't know
I could crash and burn but maybe
At the end of this road
I might catch a glimpse of me

So I won't worry 'bout my timing
I wanna get it right
No comparing, Second guessing
No not this time

Three months and I'm still breathing
Been a long road since those hands I left my tears in
But i know
It's never really over, no

Wake up

Three months and I'm still standing here
Three months and I'm getting better yea
Three months and I still am

Three months and it's still harder now
Three months I'm living here without you now
Three months and three months

Three months and I'm still breathing
Three months and I'm still remembering
Three months and wake up

Three months and I'm still sober
Picked all my weeds and kept the flowers