i am in love with 'Let it Shine'
i dunno why. maybe it's because it's my first show that i'm acting in, or maybe cause the friendship forged in this production was just great or maybe it's purely because the show's just really really nice hahas. x) but in any case, i'm in love, in love with our new drama, 'let it shine' 2007 x))

i am in love with GeFang 歌坊
okays i've never felt this strongly committed to my CCA before la hahas. perhaps it's the motivation dat my juniors give me to strive harder, maybe it's because the strong friendship that keeps this CCA and its members together, or maybe it's just this year we're trying out something really new and working hard for a larger goal. in any case, i'm in love, in love with GeFang, a CCA that i really feel that i can contribute to x)

i am in love with singing
maybe this is something really random or really obvious in the first place. but, seriously, i never thought singing could bring me this far in my life. how would i know when i was young that the voice that was used to sing in the bathroom, in bed, in the car, everywhere could bring me this far, changing my life this much? Maybe it was a passion from the time i was born, or maybe this interest was aroused cos my dad also used to sing alot at home. in any case, i'm in love, in love with the one thing i would never give up: singing.

i am in love with my life
i feel blessed. having people around me who care, people around me that makes me feel alive. lots of times, i'll be like upset and brooding about loads of stuff, but there are my family, friends, and even you guys, my fans out there supporting me all the way. i'm grateful. maybe it's because of friends like you (eg. xinyi, koyin, liting, etc.) that make my day, or maybe it's because of fans like you (all of you guys out there) that change my life. in any case, all of you have made a difference in my life, and i thank you for that.

i am in love with year 2007
a year that sees more changes to my life, and more differences to be made in other people's lives. goodbye january, come tomorrow, would be Feb x))

there are so many other things that i'm in love with, maybe a special someone, maybe a special group of someones, maybe a special something. but no matter wad,

i am in love
and i'm not afraid to admit it x)

i am tired
ever since the start of the school term till now i haven't really gotten much of any rest. and still.. due to my CCA working on a large scale concert (details should be out really soon) i'm busy day and night. plus the whole stash of work that i have to complete >.< gosh

i am lovesick
not exactly lovesick.. but just missing all my good friends.. friends i used to hang out with like campus frens, one of my close frens who lives like the next condo to mine, my cousins, and also the fireflies! x( totally missing everyone. i need my life back and i really wanna just stop mugging >.< but wad to do? j2 ler.. of course alot of things to do..

i am depressed
for some reason, i messed up a friendship with another friend.. which i really don like.. and i'm really sorry for wadever i said. and i always seem to mess up stuff liddat.. hais. i'm a bad person yes i am. x( i'm really sorry >.<

i am confused
once again, it's back i'm forced into my 'complicated cycle of things' and. yea. i dont wanna ruin anything in my life now due to complications. i shall leave such complications alone.

i am in a mess
i need a sign. a sign to put me back on track. a sign to let me focus. a sign to get my life back.

i am zhiyang

i'm blogging before i continue to mug for econs x))

saturday
went to mediacorp for the auditions for the rain's management thing. lols. it was super lame cos we just went in, sang like 1 min and walked out. and we're done! x) hahas. so after that, me, khim, jeremy kwan and dawn went to bugis.. well, they went to like see daren and diya at the autograph session thingy la. i went to meet my junior. hahas.

so well, my junior (who has the same birthday as me o.o so qiao) went to meet his OG (orientation group) and i had nothing to do after the auditions, so i promised him to pei him go buy bag and bugis street la.. so yea. went shopping walk here walk there. and due to the PSS2 autograph session, alot of people who were at bugis recognised me hahas. thanks for the support though x) yup!

hmm after deciding on the bag that he wanted to buy, we went back into bugis junction. then his OG mates (other j1 juniors) decided to play some guess the clue thingy game.. so we went to sakae, they left a postcard with a picture of a microphone + picture of a key + the thing that cats chase.. so we're supposed to go like find the next place to go to.. -.- M:industries lar oh well.. then so we like went there. then got another clue to go YinYang.. den after that like went to bubble tea shop.. we finished the whole thing in like.. 15 min or smth o.o hahahas which was abit too fast la cos we were supposed to play long enuff till like 6.30 so they could all go eat steamboat hahas!

okays nvm =X after that.. went back to bugis street to buy his bag.. yea. (and he's happy that he can flaunt the bag like soon) gosh -.- hmm after that.. went to eat steamboat la.. den yea.. played really lame games and IQ games dat didn't really require much IQ.. yea.. dat's most of wad happened on sat bahs..

oh oh! and met adriano oso lols (again -.-) and he actually couldn't pay the taxi.. which was so paisehh. so called me to like SAVE him ahahas! so i like paid the cab fare for him and he returned the money to me laters. hahas. he asked my junior, u oso from hwachong arhh.. den he wanted to say 'why u so smart' den he accidentally said 'why u so handsome' WAHAHA make my junior so delusioned lols! oh wells. yea.. that's about adriano la hahahas!

sunday
mugging for econs test.. gosh -.- it's hard to mug.. and i'm still mugging hahas.

well.. took a break and went out to Queenstown with my junior again.. hmm he wanted to buy file, but in the end we jus hung out la.. i brought him to ikea for dinner lols he nv go eat the meatballs there b4. VERY NICE KAYS! hahas (i'm helping IKEA advertise i'm so great xP)

after that went to the shopping centre and i bought a pair of shoes wee!

overall, actually decided to go out with him cos he very sad la, cos he didn't go for SHE concert -.- hahas actually i oso wanted to go one lors.. jus that no tix =/ great. so jus hung out with him to ensure that he's fine la arhh? hahas.

you're fine right? (i noe you're reading this x))

hmms. actually this year i'm quite happy that my juniors all very nice bahs x) okays.. mostly hahas. so yupyup! i'm getting older >.< ahhhhhh!

oh! and today our song (which is posted in my blog: shuo bu chu de lang man -- by teresa and i) got into 933 charts! no.20!! x)) please help to vote for our song kays!! thanks!!

ooo there's SHE autograph session today at bishan top of the 8 at 3pm i think.. well.. if anyone's going, please help me like film the session or smth okays x)) owe you one!! hahahas

Thanks!

shall blog bout ytd laters so.. yupps! shall update laters!!
(now mug first hahahas)

today quite pissed lar. hahas. anyways.. shall write the 3 things i hate most ever

1. people with no manners! (people who dont say thanks when you help them, people who don't say sorry when they're in the wrong)
2. people who do not reply sms-es! (gosh you know how irritating that can get!)
3. people insulting me or my frens! (hey if you think you're that great to start criticising ppl, THINK AGAIN! i mean.. seriously. go look into the mirror and see all ur own flaws first bahs)

tomorrow's our airing date lers!!!! remember to catch our show okays! x) if you missed it, you can always sign up to watch the episodes on mobTV! x)

anyways, in the neoprints i'm not on make up or lipstick or anything =/ i don put makeup when i go out and i don use lipstick hahaha! x)

busybusybusy!

quite pissed today.. due to the extremely cold weather and other stuff.. but nvm.

managed to catch our first 2 episodes of the show Let it Shine on MobTV! it was so nice lars!! x)) i think i appeared like alot in Ep 1 ahahs so remember to watch it okays!! everyone was very 'into the show' in the first episode. seriously, i think this show is a MUST WATCH x) hahahas

really have to thank Paul for allowing me to go watch these episodes on MobTV! THANKS!!

so what are you guys waiting for?! go to www.mobtv.sg to register and watch the show alright! u can watch it even before Tuesday!! hahas x)

i've got tons of work i have to finish, so i should like go now x)

love the songs in the show too hahahas.. really like our theme song and also all the other songs dat we sang =)) do support us in the show alright!

cheers!!

been really busy this week and am still busy. can't breathe ler hahas.

but anyways! our first 2 episodes can be viewed on MOBTV.sg from TMR!!!! x) so go subscribe and watch kays!! x)

back to my busy life. blog soon =)

i have finished a whole chunk of Chemistry Homework which is like 8 pages long LOL i can't believe i'm so productive. Now working on my GP homework and maybe i'll do math if i have time later. School's really hectic.. i really want my life back >.< ahahs!

anyway! saw this on friendster x) i shall do this:

W H O. W A S. Y O U R. L A S T.
1. Person(s) you hung out with?; fireflies x)
2. Person you rode in a car with?; mom and dad
3. Person you went to the movies with?; err.. i don wanna say
4. Person you went to the mall with?; fireflies
5. Last person that made you laugh?; zack and cody (from tv show x))
6. Person you cried about?; Aya (from One Litre of Tears)
7. Person you texted?; just texted: sijia -.-
8. Commented?; brian whoosh and i'm sorry bout it! me no more lemons
9. Hugged?; chuxuan (yupyup she'll be fine x))

A N S W E R. T R U T H F U L L Y.
1. Do you like anyone?; er durh? which guy doesn't like someone in any part of his life. lols.
2. Sun or moon?; sun!
3. Winter or Fall?; winter. tho nv been in one b4
4. left or right?; right.
5. 10 acquaintances or two bestfriends?; 2 best friends!!
6. Sunny or rainy?; sunny.
7. Vanilla ice cream or chocolate icecream?; chocolate

A B O U T . Y O U.
1. What time is it?; 5.44pm
2. What is your first name?; zhiyang
3. Where do you wanna live?; singapore or australia
4. How many kids do you want?; TWINS! x)
5. What will you name them?; er.. havent thot that far
6. When do you want to get married?; hmm good question dunno
7. Have you ever eaten spam?; wth's that
8. Favorite ice cream?; peppermint.. STRAWBERRY! x)
9. How many kinds of cereal are inyour cabinet?; honeystars? lols i wanna try the berries one
10. Do you cook?; uhhuh.. jus nt very well
11. Current mood?; stressed and bored and stressed =.-

IN . THE. LAST. 48 HOURS. HAVE. YOU.
1. Kissed someone?; er no?
2. Prayed?; no
3. Been hugged?; nope
4. Felt stupid?; yes
5. missed someone?; yes.
6. Danced Crazy?; no
7. Cried?; yes
10. Lied?; nope

R A N D O M. Q U E S T I O N S.
1. Have you ever been searched by thecops?; er no
2. Have A Dog?; i'd love a puppy but no i dont have one
3 When was the last time you wentsleding???; huh?
4. Would you rather sleep with someoneelse, or alone?; x) sensitive
5. Do you believe in ghosts?; nope

ah! there's more about me!! whoosh hahas
back to GP homework then (no life.. poor me >.<)

ever felt like it's been the worse idea to be apologising to a person and the person will never reciprocate the apology? or feel how u're feeling or try to make things better?

ever felt like your teacher is deemed a very experienced teacher in school but no matter how the teacher teaches, you just do not understand what is being taught?

ever felt like everyone is paying attention to you and yet everyone is not?

"I have everything in life that i really want, yet i have nothing.
Although i have nothing, i'm short of nothing."

i find this quote very deep. sometimes in life we crave for alot of other things. eg. for your crush to like you back, or for you to get great grades, or to be a singer, a lawyer, a doctor. Sometimes, these doctors, lawyers and singers have everything they ever dreamed of. but yet, they feel empty. and although i do not have anything, i am not short of anything. x)

it's a great quote to think about.

anyways, i think i'm a sensitive person. i guess if you wanna know me, i might be willing to open my heart to let you in. but i need you to take the initiative first. i hate cynicism, and people trying to be more than who they are. why can't people just be themselves instead of trying to be something they are not?

there are so many things in life that we should learn to treasure.

life is so short.
and yet so long.

make every second count.

went out with fireflies today x) din manage to watch movie tho x(( sadsad.. everyone seemed sian-ed after we couldn't watch movie lols. well, let's hope we have better luck next time x)

heys! those who are reading my blog, please do me a favour by going into http://www.funkygrad.com/hollywoodglamour/vote.php?vid=24&cid=21&PHPSESSID=8f76d4f835c15d9d9419aca1397d3ce9 and registering to vote for my frend m6 andy hahas

(just doing him a favour too x)) so yupp do help!
i wouldn't mind if you voted for the HCI ppl too x)) lols!
thanks loads
(hur andy u owe me like alot now lols!)

current show: one litre of tears
seriously this show is super touching. gonna go back to watch and cry lols

Yuyang, all the best for the O lvl's results! dont feel inferior cos u have improved lots!

Khim, ahhh! part of CSS and the Fireflies who go out x) you're a great gal to know you know that! x)

Yiyuan, wee! stay cheery and happy forever yea!! x) always enjoy your company!

Yvonne, woo~ hot! hahas. hey pretty gal, miss you alot know! meet up again soon kays!

Yinwei, stay smart stay funny stay goofy and all the best in JC life!!

Yangce, more 'Y's gosh! hahas! same here, all the best for the O lvls results! u're clever too =)

Samuel, long time no talk! stay in touch!! gimme ur number again la lols!

Meigui, ahhh x) power vocals too hahas jiayoujiayou! see you soon!!

Kenneth, laoda!! hahas need your humour around ya noes hahas! have fun in NS x)

Sheena, ah!! hi good frend! x) stop ps-ing me and go out sometime soon kays! ahahs

Alejandro, hey stonestone! hahas. stop playin so much of DOTA and hang out more! you need a better life x)

Shermaine, hi another twin x)) love you two de voices!! jiayouu!

Ziwen, heyyy!! lost contact for a while yea! see you soon kays!

Siewping, same for you!! ahahs all the best in the future!

love all of you! stay in contact and let's not forget each other okays!