i am tired
ever since the start of the school term till now i haven't really gotten much of any rest. and still.. due to my CCA working on a large scale concert (details should be out really soon) i'm busy day and night. plus the whole stash of work that i have to complete >.< gosh

i am lovesick
not exactly lovesick.. but just missing all my good friends.. friends i used to hang out with like campus frens, one of my close frens who lives like the next condo to mine, my cousins, and also the fireflies! x( totally missing everyone. i need my life back and i really wanna just stop mugging >.< but wad to do? j2 ler.. of course alot of things to do..

i am depressed
for some reason, i messed up a friendship with another friend.. which i really don like.. and i'm really sorry for wadever i said. and i always seem to mess up stuff liddat.. hais. i'm a bad person yes i am. x( i'm really sorry >.<

i am confused
once again, it's back i'm forced into my 'complicated cycle of things' and. yea. i dont wanna ruin anything in my life now due to complications. i shall leave such complications alone.

i am in a mess
i need a sign. a sign to put me back on track. a sign to let me focus. a sign to get my life back.

i am zhiyang